So I brought my mac to work with the intention to write my cluttered thoughts during the 30-minute shuttle bus ride. I find and draw inspiration from open spaces, such as the sea, the sky or the field. This is my second week in my new and third employer with office situated at the far end of Singapore, in Tuas, where you would find lush of greens instead of the garden city's HDBs and skyscrapers. I love the pink and/or orange clouds caused by the sunset, reminds me of the African safari I see in pictures, and sparrows flying across the horizon. It brings calmness to my wearied soul.
My human battery has been draining consistently each time it hits around this time. It's probably the 4-hour-long trip to and from this journey to the center of the Earth, or I have no exercise, or I lack iron. Or plainly, I'm just uninspired and unmotivated.
I have a lovelife. And I have few real people who loves and cares for me. What is missing?