What's Missing?

So I brought my mac to work with the intention to write my cluttered thoughts during the 30-minute shuttle bus ride. I find and draw inspiration from open spaces, such as the sea, the sky or the field. This is my second week in my new and third employer with office situated at the far end of Singapore, in Tuas, where you would find lush of greens instead of the garden city's HDBs and skyscrapers. I love the pink and/or orange clouds caused by the sunset, reminds me of the African safari I see in pictures, and sparrows flying across the horizon. It brings calmness to my wearied soul.

My human battery has been draining consistently each time it hits around this time. It's probably the 4-hour-long trip to and from this journey to the center of the Earth, or I have no exercise, or I lack iron. Or plainly, I'm just uninspired and unmotivated.

I have a lovelife. And I have few real people who loves and cares for me. What is missing?

WW02: January Realizations

While January came overwhelming, holidays overhaul and the upcoming: commencement of serious work, stealing another 4 days aways from usual life, strictly-for-family time, a bit of something 'to confuse' me, and finally the grand send-off. I have realized:
1. how precious time is.
2. 13 days of not really working makes you invigorated to work again. somehow.
3. taxi ride at 1am or so's cozy dim light makes me happy and makes me wanna be in that limbo state forever.
4. i can't really mess up anyone, or, with anyone.
5. guilty of "Stop thinking you're not yet ready." And so I drag things. But there's perfect timing for everything, not too early before it's ripe, not too late before it rots.
6. and i love nanay.
"Anak no makakailiw ak ed sika lakapen ko lamay hug me ya pawit mo insan nakwal to may baka makakalek ak." - can't wait to be home, strictly family time. :)